7 things you didn’t know about me
Old habits die hard
A few hours ago , I was talking to a friend who asked me to open up a little . If you don’t know me well , I never open up , I don’t . In this lifetime of mine , if I do open up , it’ll be minuet . It’s a habit I have , I don’t like to talk about feelings . I’m cold . Being who I am keeps me running though , I coup things inside and blast it out in ways that are `usually ‘ productive . USUALLY should be emphasized here , everyone has their share of detrimental blast outs .
Therefore , hey , with all the stress I’m facing due to the overflowing workload , I’d thought I’d try opening up a little . You won’t know these fine details if you’re not close to me .
1)Small
I like small , I like a lot of things small . I never liked big . I don’t know , I never liked being too muscular , I never liked huge cars and I’m not a fan of huge ass stuff . I like petite . This somehow influenced my choice in women as well . I like girls whom I at least can carry . I like girls who are small sized , petite , and not too tall . Weird ? .. Maybe . The only thing that I like big are my dreams & goals .
2)My dis-order
Yes , I have a weird disorder , it’s called the phobia of wasting time dis-order . I’m terrified of wasting time . When I am doing nothing , I get nervous and find ways to do something . When I was in university and I saw people studying and I wasn’t , I just took a book and forced myself to read it . It’s a bad dis-order because you don’t take time off , and when you do , you feel so bad inside .
3)My 2nd worse habit
My 2nd worse habit is that I think too much . I’m not an all talk no action person . I deliver . I deliver a lot . There is a clause to that statement though , I can deliver more . The problem is that , I think too much before I act . I should think a little and act more . I spend too much time thinking and that relates to No.2 , which causes me frustration because I’m wasting time thinking.
4)The nicest thing I’ve done
In my opinion , I’ve done a lot of nice things , but there was nothing nicer than canceling a job on a exotic island to perform with my then dream celebrity idol , just so that I can send my ex-gf to the airport . This either makes you think that I’m one real bad ass ( that being the nicest thing I’ve done ) , or maybe it’s just that you don’t understand the situation that I was in at that moment of time . Oh ya , I’ve also written a 100 pages over novel for a girl … but that doesn’t count , cause I love writing .
5)I shut down
I tend to shut down when I don’t care about something or someone . My brain cuts the person off , and it/he/she goes into a black hole somewhere in some unused part of my brain . I don’t bother , I don’t care , and quite frankly , as much as people think that it’s an act , I can do it quite easily . This holds true for people I don’t like . The contradiction thing falls on No.6 ….
6)I can’t forget nice things
I cannot forget nice things that are done to me and for me . I just can’t . Although I can shut people I don’t like off , I can’t shut people I love . I’m too sentimental for my own good . I keep every single card ever made or bought for me ever since I was 14 years old . I have a huge collection of them . I remember every nice effort made to make me smile and I cannot forget someone who was exceptionally nice to me in the past .These are the people I reward .
7)I have a temper
Although I look composed I have a bad temper . My temper has shorten as I age . I cannot believe it myself , but I lash out at people these days . Don’t let the innocent face and calm look fool you . I bite . I’m very serious with work , and if someone disappoints , I blow up .However , I’m also a good credit giver . I give credit where it is due . Wait , that has nothing to do with No.7 …… time to end this .
-David Lai
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