I have been partying a lot lately to get my mind off matters . I admit that life has taken a little hit on me and I took bloody long to get up . The good thing now is that shows have been pouring in by the bundle . I have a booking in Kota Kinabalu , Cameron Highlands , and 1 more back in Cairo . Money is coming in , and hopefully it continues to be that way .

Partying at Bar 21

During this time that I’m going through , I realize that I have quite a prominent ` Kiddy Side ‘ . I try to be mature as hard as I can due to the fact that in my line of work , almost all of the people I deal with are older than me . Thinking about it , I started mixing with the older crowd ever since I started into magic …. I really do not know where this side of me comes from … To illustrate …

During random times with close friends , I just go and shout out loud ` Urghhh ‘ or ` Tireddddd ‘ instead of just keeping the thought to myself . I only do this to friends who act more mature thanme . The last time I did this was to Fellest at our show in KL Towers .

Fellest and I at KL Towers , doing some weird GHEY pose...

I tend to always want a BIG brother figure . I don’t have a BIG brother and my dad and I don’t really talk about serious stuff . I always wish I had a older guy whom I can look up to and you know , just talk about boy’s stuff . * sighs*

During good nights , I always dream that I was a super hero . The story would revolve around me saving my girlfriend from a villain … It’s always the exact same dream for the past 10 years . Every single time . This fact even amazes me !

I always wanted a Play Station but never got 1 .Now after 3 generations of PSes and I still haven’t got 1 . It’s not that I can’t buy it , but I’m scared of buying it . I’m just afraid that I’ll waste my time playing games …. But I love playing games !

I still believe in Fairy Tale endings ….

I still believe in Magic …

David

Car could not start in the middle of the North South Express . Called Kurnia Assist to send a mechanic . Got stuck in the middle of the highway for almost an hour and a half at 6am in the morning .

The sky was still pitch black , just a handful of cars on the road .

.....I then realized how much it hurts .......


*inhales*

No names shall be mentioned ….

I was at Phuture and Velvet last night . This is my recollection of what happened .

I got dressed, wore something nice , sprayed some cologne and combed my hair . I din’t use a comb .. I looked at my own image in the mirror ...

I went to the club and saw that where I was seating was actually opposite a bachelorette party . The party had about 20 over girls wearing red dresses . The bride to be was easily spotted by the veil she was wearing . Somewhat of a gothic group . One asked for my name card , I went ` huh ? ‘ . It was a game that they were playing , each girl had to find at least 20 business cards from random guys in the club…. I had to write something personal my business card . ` Have a nice life ‘ which was what I wrote. Imagine sitting opposite 20 single women who had over indulged in alcohol and were supposedly having a wild bachelorette party …

My friend saw a hot girl , she was taking pictures with her friends . He broke the ice by offering to take the picture for her . She passed her LG phone and it slipped through his hands , fell on the floor and ka da boom . Pieces started flying . Being the good Samaritan that I am , I picked up the phone , and tried to install back it’s pieces . A huge , and I mean HUGE guy walked up to me and said ` Pass me the phone ! ‘ . The boyfriend thought I broke the phone and was hitting on his girl . He was staring at me the rest of the night and making out with his girlfriend as if she was a huge piece of meat , emphasizing the fact that he is the type of the typical jealous boyfriend . Poor girl .

I was sitting at the Terrace bar , a girl who was my friend’s ex came up to me and became touchy . My other friends who was looking at me gave stares . Previously at the club , I saw her being touchy with all the guys she was chatting with ...and when David says touchy , he means touchy .

Just when I wanted to leave , I saw my friend helping her friend who was DEAD drunk get up . She was puking over her whole body and was 99% unconscious . To cut the whole story I ended up carrying her to a table while she made sure her skirt was intact . I was sweating like hell at 4am in the morning , smelt like Jack Daniel mixed with gastric juice .

What a random post .

Nyam ...

It’s been quite some time since I blogged . Mostly because no great news popped up therefore I thought ` Why blog , when all you have is bad to mediocre news to share ? ‘ . Besides my laziness, which by the way I think contributes mainly to the cause of me not blogging, the last few weeks have been a little rough .

Please , no more pity aite ?

I have somewhat been pitied like a little Goldilocks over the past week by people I do not even know . I’m not insulting you guys neither am I being angry for your intuitiveness . I just simply want to get along with my goals .

That being said , it’s rude & silly for me not to appreciate friends that care .

Thank you for the offer of wine and drinks , I don’t really drink , but it’s good to hear that I have sensitive male friends ( not! =p ). Thanks for the messages and most of all , thank you for those who called .

So many people have been asking me what happened . The date that people thought it happened didn’t help much either .

I won’t elaborate . I’m just going to say that were both on good terms . It was just that the time and place wasn’t suitable to cultivate a healthy relationship . She’s the best girlfriend I ever had . I learned a lot in this relationship and if life permits me to have another go at this , I would . end

It was no one’s fault . I had such a great time , it makes me giddy thinking about those times we had together .

When it’s all said and done , I’m going to get back to my goals .I’m going to be a better person … and who knows what the future holds ?..